8. THE DOG THAT SET ME FREE
The closest brush I have ever had with death happened because I am blind. I was to give a speech, and I was late. I had 15 minutes to get from my hotel to the meeting.
With Buddy, my German shepherd guide dog, I left my room on the 14th floor and hurried down the hall to the elevator. There Buddy stopped and stood still. Always before she had pointed with her nose to the call button, but this time she didn't. "Forward," I commanded. She did not obey! I let go of the dog and started forward. Buddy immediately threw herself across my legs, pushing so hard that I could not move ahead. At that moment a maid coming out of one of the rooms let out a terrified cry. "Don't move!" she shouted. "The elevator door's open, but the elevator's not there! There's only a hole!"
Had Buddy let me take two more steps I would have disappeared down the empty shaft!
*"I Want One of Those Dogs"*
A few years earlier I had never heard of guide dogs for the blind. I was 20 years old, living in a closed world of blindness, completely dependent upon others. Then one day— November 5,1927— my father read me a magazine article that changed my life. I heard how German shepherd dogs had been trained to take the place of a blind man's eyes!
I wrote the author of the article, Mrs Dorothy Eustis. "Is what you say really true?" I asked. "If so, I want one of those dogs! And I am not alone. Thousands of blind people like me hate being dependent on others. I will help them. Train me and I will bring back my dog and show people here how a blind man can be on his own."
After a long month the answer came—from the village of Vevey in Switzerland. Mrs Eustis would find me a dog, she said. But to get my dog, I would have to go all the way from Nashville, Tennessee, to the mountains of Switzerland!
I did just that. One day in April 1928 I stepped down from the train into the warm sunshine and fresh cool air of Vevey.
"Mr Frank, here we are!" were the first words I heard. It was Mrs Eustis. She shook my hand warmly and then introduced Jack Humphrey. "Jack trained your dog," she said. "And now he'll train you."
The next afternoon Jack brought my dog to me. I heard the door open and the soft fall of the dog's paws on the floor. I knelt and stroked her. How lovely she was!
Her name was Kiss. I pictured myself in a crowd of strangers calling out, "Here, Kiss. Come, Kiss." I knew that wouldn't do! So I put my arms around my new friend and told her, "I'll call you Buddy."
*"That's a Good Girl"*
The next morning my training began. I put on Buddy's harness, with its U-shaped leather handle which was to be my link with her, and met Jack at the front door.
"Pick up your handle in your left hand—the dog always works on your left side," Jack told me. "Keep your shoulders back and walk like a soldier."
"Now give the command 'Forward,' and give it clearly. As soon as the dog responds, praise her."
My heart pounding, I said, "Forward!" The handle almost jerked out of my hand, and we almost ran to the gate. Buddy stopped before it and for a moment I almost lost my balance.
"She's showing you where the latch is," said Jack.
I put my hand on her head and slid it down her nose. A teacher with a wooden pointer couldn't have shown me any better. I lifted the latch and we started through.
With Jack directing me, I gave the commands "Right" and "Forward" and down the road we went. I had not gone so fast in years. I heard Jack say, "Keep your shoulders back." As I straightened, I threw out my chest. It was glorious—just a dog and a leather strap linking me to life.
We were on the road leading to the cable railway that would take us down the mountain into Vevey. I heard the sounds of people, horses, wagons. As I was enjoying it all, Buddy suddenly stopped. "The railway steps, probably, "I thought and slid my foot forward. Sure enough, there was a low platform. How exciting! "Forward! That's a good girl!" I cried. I felt Buddy's harness giving me a gentle pull, and up we went.
Jack sat with us when we found places on the cable car. "Put the dog under your knees so no one steps on her, "he said. I felt the car start jerkily, and 20 minutes later we had made our way down the hill to the little village.
As we walked down the narrow sidewalk the feel of the harness told me Buddy was swerving to the right and I swerved with her. "She just took you around a man carrying two big baskets," said Jack.
At one point Buddy swung out to the left, then back in line again. I sensed no person or building near. "Why did she do that?" I asked Jack.
"Put your hand up," was his answer.
I did, and at about eye level hit the framework of an awning. It would have struck me right in the face except for Buddy. This to me seemed the most amazing guiding she had done. Traveling alone, she would hardly have noticed the awning so far above her. But with me, her eyes had measured it against my six feet. Hers were, indeed, my seeing eyes. "That's a good girl!" I said with feeling.
*"You're on Your Own"*
For five days we took a training trip every morning and afternoon. Then Jack said, "Today you're on your own. I'll follow behind you but I won't help you. If you don't do what I've tried to teach you, you may get hurt."
I listened, but I didn't really believe that Jack would let me get hurt.
Jack carefully reviewed for me every turn and block of the route to the village. Then we set out.
At the gate, instead of stopping immediately when Buddy did, I took two steps and ran right into the post. There was Jack's laugh behind me and a loud "I told you so!"
Buddy stopped as usual at the steps to the railway, but I was nervous and once more failed to halt as quickly as I should have. This time I stumbled and fell. Again Jack just laughed. Brushing off the dust, I clenched my teeth and thought, "That's a mean way to treat a blind man. He could have saved me from falling."
In Vevey, discouraged and angry, I got into trouble at our first corner. Instead of listening for the sound of traffic, I foolishly gave my command, "Forward." Halfway across, Buddy made a sudden stop, then hurriedly backed up, dragging me with her. I felt a car zoom past, so close that I could have touched it. That brought me to my senses. When we reached the safety of the curb, I gave Buddy a hug.
On the trip home I did better. But I was still angry at Jack. When we got back I went to my room and threw myself on the bed. Soon I heard the door open.
"Look, boy"—it was Jack's voice—"you have your choice. You can be just another blind man or you can be a man on your own with Buddy's eyes to help you. You can't lean on me. If I have to follow you and tell you everything, you aren't going to depend on your dog."
I didn't answer.
That night I went to bed feeling ashamed and lonely and discouraged. What if I couldn't learn to use a guide dog after all? What a fool I'd feel returning to Nashville and having to say I had failed. The other blind people I wanted to help would never know I had tried.
Then, as if she knew how I felt, Buddy got up from her place by my bed. She crawled up on top of the covers beside me, nuzzling my neck.
My spirits lifted, and I began reviewing our morning trip. Really, it had not been so bad. I had made mistakes, but I had learned from them. And I had done fairly well on the last part of the trip. Most important, Buddy had shown me that if I did my part we two would walk together in safety. I dropped off to sleep with the comfort of Buddy beside me.
*Two Challenges*
Several weeks later I was really on my own with Buddy. I even went to Vevey and got a haircut —without Jack along.
As the time drew near for me to "graduate" and go back home, Mrs Eustis, Jack and I talked about my hopes for bringing guide dogs to the blind in America.
"Whether any school for guide dogs can ever get started at all depends upon two things." Mrs Eustis warned me. "Number one, few people will believe that a dog can give you complete freedom of movement. So you and Buddy will have to go from city to city and prove that it is nearly as easy for you to get about as for any person who has sight."
I shuddered, thinking of the traffic in a big city.
"Number two," Mrs Eustis continued, "you must not forget that signs saying 'No dogs allowed' are almost everywhere. They're in restaurants, hotels and stores, and on trains and buses. If the blind man's dog can't be with him wherever he goes, of what value is it to him? So your second task is to get Buddy accepted all over America with no more fuss than if she were a blind man's cane."
This, too, was no easy task.
"If you and Buddy can meet these two challenges," she finished, "I will put up $10,000 and will help you start the guide-dog school."
*Buddy's Triumph*
Our first real challenge in America came right after Buddy and I arrived in New York. One of the reporters who met the boat dared me to cross West Street. I had never heard of West Street. If I had, I would not have answered so quickly.
"Show us where it is," I told the reporter. "We'll cross it."
"It's right here," he said.
"Okay," I said confidently. "Buddy, Forward."
We entered a street so noisy that it was like entering a wall of sound. Buddy went about four paces and halted. A deafening roar and a rush of hot air told me a huge truck was passing by. Buddy moved forward, stopped, backed up and started again. I lost all sense of direction and surrendered myself entirely to the dog. I shall never forget the next three minutes. Trucks zoomed past, cabs blew their horns in our ears, drivers shouted at us.
When we finally got to the other side, I leaned over and gave Buddy a big hug and told her what a good, good girl she was.
"She sure is a good girl," exclaimed a voice at my elbow—one of the photographers. "Some of the other fellows are still back on the other side!"
After that, Fifth Avenue, Broadway and other busy New York streets were almost easy. All during our stay in New York photographers and newsmen trailed us. Everywhere people spoke to Buddy and petted her. She did her work grandly and with pleasure. In a week she had conquered the biggest city in the world.
By the time we reached home, Buddy had triumphed in Philadelphia and Cincinnati, as well as in New York. Newspaper and magazine stories about her spread across the country.
Happily, I went to a telegraph office in Nashville. "I want to send a cable. Address it Eustis, Vevey, Switzerland," I told the clerk.
"Yes, sir. And what is the message?"
"SUCCESS!"
"Is that all?" he asked, unbelievingly. "Just one word?"
"Yes," I told him, "that tells everything."
*A Final Tribute*
Late in January,1929, Mrs Eustis, Jack Humphrey and I organized The Seeing Eye. We named it after the title of the magazine article that had meant so much to me. And exactly one year and three months after I came across that article we opened our school.
Buddy and I went all over the country to raise money for The Seeing Eye. I told the story — and always Buddy stole the show.
In 1938 Buddy died. She was 12 years old. At that time in America 350 dogs were already guiding blind men and women. It was Buddy who made this great service to the blind possible. She was a true pioneer—and my loyal friend.